I’m going to take a wild guess that I’m not the only one having trouble sorting the world these days! The chaos in my dreams has been – well – assertive.
So, yesterday, I fished in my medicine basket for a few favorite questions, my journal, a beloved pen with red ink, and a handful of index cards because you just never know when one of those will be the key to the door! The cuppa cacao probably helped, too!
My first question was, as it often is… What am I trying to accomplish?
The thing I love about that one is that it feels like a new doorway, handle polished and hinges freshly oiled! The answer followed almost immediately!
To create a plan – a vision – a map that will enable me to be able to keep telling the stories that will help our Littles be who they were created to be… to tell the stories I was created to tell and to set them free to help the world heal! (As my ancestors did…)
Then, another question, which took a bit longer to appear… What will be better once that is real?
The answer took a bit longer to appear, too. A whole night, in fact. And when I woke, I heard…
I’ll be able to do the work, rather than grasping at shiny things out of fear!!!
Now, the last question has been one of my most terrifying favorites for a while now, and it didn’t disappoint… What’s holding me back?
Money is holding me back. More specifically, the FEAR of not having enough. Of all the things that could go wrong, of not wanting to over-stress my beloveds. I took a deep breath and wrote it all down.
And then, another piece of the answer arrived, like a gift…
Maximize the resources I already have access to. Continue to ask for help from my healing tribe. And, most of all, act on what I can!!!
No clue what will come next. Only that I am less afraid and that, dear hearts, is not a bad day’s work! Give it a try and let me know how it goes. You can leave a comment, or email me at suesvoice@gmail.com
For now… one more word:
ONWARD!!!
ps… as you might have guessed from the painting, you are not alone!