When we have to say “no” to say “YES!”

I’m guessing you hear me! If nothing else, this moment in time is a huge reminder that none of us can do it all! (Especially not the ones who are convinced that they can!)

At least in my world, that means making choices, and there are lots of ways to do that. We can choose out of fear. We can choose out of guilt. We can choose out of wanting to fit in. Or, we can choose from a place of intention. Of what we’re trying to accomplish with our lives.

My primary example of that, just now, is the book I’m sneaking up on finishing. It takes time. It takes money. It takes energy. It takes concentration. It takes faith and hope. It takes rest. Most of all, it takes saying no to things that don’t help!

I’ll bet you have examples of things that don’t help, screaming for attention in your head, too.

Here’s an obvious one, at least for those of us in the U.S. The election! As much as I’d like to, I can’t buy places in the House or Senate for as many folks as I’d like. Nor, in Georgia. And, since that kind of buying is pretty much what we’re fighting against, feeling guilty or inadequate about my limits doesn’t help. So… I’m giving to groups that are matching gifts. You know… we’ll quadruple your donation! And I only give to the ones I already trust. Generally, the ones close to home, though there are a few exceptions for me. (You, obviously, do you!) It’s just that I’m not wasting time feeling guilty, anymore. Or eeny-meeny-ing this one or that one.

And, in a very real way, I’m supporting candidates that also believe in what I’m trying to accomplish with my book. Creating a world where our Littles can practice claiming Fierce Compassion. And, Choice!

Fortunately, the whole telling the stories bit comes naturally to me!

Glinda is, of course, all in. A cherished reminder that I DO have the magic… and so do you! And, she’s claimed a bit of real estate where she can be a constant reminder in the space where so much of the magic happens. The studio! There’s lots of stuff shifting in there just now, but Glinda has become both hope and peace in the midst of the chaos. I’m grateful!!!

And, I have more editing to do!

Let me know what kind of space and energy you’re claiming…. it is, indeed, going to take a whole lot of us. And, yes, this magic works wherever you live and whatever you’re creating!

ps… in the practice what I preach department, I made a decision today! Some really cool (recorded) natural world things I’m studying and loving are going to have to wait until the book manuscript is done! How ’bout you???

Limbs of the family tree…

Both my mom’s family, and my dad’s, had people in the way-back days who were named variations on Mattie. I can’t find the details of who and where, just now.

Here’s what I do remember… Mattie-ing on somebody meant something pretty close to herding them. You know – expecting, directing – those kinds of things. And, yes… I’ve been watching the news! (Though not nearly as much as usual!)

Now, I’m no fan of expecting and directing. I’m much more comfortable with intentional questions and suggestions. With noticing and wondering.

At this moment, though, I seem to be the one who needs a bit of Mattie-ing. Self Mattie-ing, to be exact! You see, it’s pretty tempting to just quit trying to make things better. Fires. Floods. Earthquakes. Plane crashes. Murder. Racism. Poverty. Megalomania. You hear me. And I’m hugely aware that I can’t fix it all. In fact, some of it’s way too big for me to fix alone.

What I can do is make what I can reach just a bit better.

That’s where the creativity and Feng Shui come in! (Really!)

The cat-in-progress you just met is a wise voice in my tweens & teens book-in-progress, and she’s coming to life! Layer by layer. (I never tried to paint a cat before!) Her name is Gloria and she informed me, emphatically, that we – you and I – are part of the message Gloria Steinem left for us to carry.

Then, there’s the place where the Legendary Husband and I abide. It hasn’t so much kept up with our changing needs and, for a while, I think we might have been busy pretending we didn’t notice. I’m choosing to notice, again, and it’s getting better, already. Intentionally better!

We’re working hard to make this brick ranch, built in 1962, be safe and comfortable and supportive, here and now. It’s a challenge… though I am starting to feel a smidge more hopeful! (Though the new fridge still needs some help!)

Somewhere, deep in my consciousness, I can almost hear Mattie brusquely suggesting that we stay on the road.

I’m in!

ps… I just rearranged the book shelf next to the magic chair and put some wisdom cards in easy reach. Some from friends. Some of my own! And you can get your very own deck of mine! Just click here for all the info. I’d be delighted and honored to mail you a batch. They really were created to help all of us make what we can reach just a bit better. (Or, maybe… lots better!) It’s that whole perspective and strategies thing!!!

pps… internal book release goal: November 1, 2026!!!

Are you ready???

Okay, technically, we’ve already begun, but we’ve saved a special space for YOU, and time for you to dance your way to caught up! Really!!!

And, yes… we’re talking Red Madonna… the Womb of Living Waters!

You know… painting, dancing, and helping to heal the energy of the world. Really!!!

The photo is what Shiloh & Havi, our fearless leaders, had on their canvases at the end of day two…

My canvas is empty. These first two days, my job was to be what’s known as Eyes & Ears. Kinda camp counselor for a fabulous group of woman from all over the world! (Camp Counselor is my thing!!!) We had lots of music, too.

This is a year-long adventure and we’d love to have you join us.

Frankly, my hand is way past cranky about typing just now, so I’m going to count on you to click the link and just go exploring. And I’m going to say, in all seriousness, that this is what we holders of hope and healers of humanity need in this moment!!!

https://musea.org/red-madonna-womb-of-living-waters

ps… there are options for paying along the way, and a whole lot of wild women to walk with you. And, it really, really, really doesn’t matter if you’ve never painted before, or your mom told you that you weren’t the artistic kid… we’ve got you!!!

Words for this moment, from a special guest…

Today it is my great joy to share these deeply magical and poetic words from my sister, teacher, and friend, Shiloh Sophia McCloud, with YOU! Fix yourself a cuppa and settle in…

Do you know Her?
The One who carries creation?

The One from whom we arose?
The One that nursed us alive?


Her Milky Way feeds us sweet milk


Do you know Her?

The Protector of Animals

The Protector of Children
The Protecter of Trees


Her Milky Way feeds us sweet milk 


She is Our Lady of Creation

The Great Ma of all Great Mamas

The Great Mystery of the sky, the land,

the primordial watery womb of all creation 

Her Milky Way feeds us sweet milk


Will you lift your face to drink?

Will you lift your mind to love?

Will you let Her in?

She is standing at the door of your heart

The Divine Feminine isn ‘t returning –

She never went anywhere

It is us who are returning.

-Shiloh Sophia

 

Click here for all the info… Join us for Red Madonna – Womb of Living Waters 


 We open with a professionally filmed Live Stream from MUSEA in Sonoma with Curate Shiloh Sophia and Havi Mandell. Here is a message from Shiloh to each of us…

Dear One…

In 2011, I found myself on my knees. You could say I was in prayer, but it fel more like despair on the hardwood floor. The lowest I have ever been in my life. I prayed to the Blessed Mother – show me what to do – how do I get out of this place I am in?

I heard a clear instruction – to gather women around Her. To tell Her story. To paint Her. Who she is – lives differently in all of us. Since then thousands of women have painted Her – she who appears in your heart. 

The Red Madonna sisterhood was born from my tears. Women from all spiritual traditions gathered to answer the call and we have not stopped gathering since then. Red Madonna is the longest standing membership circle in the community. Because – we need it.

A creative spiritual path rooted in the practice of painting, prayer, poetry and community. This is sanctuary and sisterhood. 

What happens when a Jewish Shaman, a Reluctant Priestess, a Mystical Christian Reverend, a Queer Storyteller, a Elemental Ceremonialist and a Magdalenian put their hearts and hands together? Red Madonna.

Who we are is different each cycle we gather – and it will be different again because of you. We will be painting the womb of primordial waters, the Sacred Feminine through your eyes. If you are seeking solace and circle – you found it. 

Perhaps it is your time to join us for this 13 moon path. I look forward to Havi, who has been with us since day 1 – travelling to the ranch to paint with me for the live opening weekend. We will begin with a blessing of the waters. Everything is instantly recorded so you don’t have to join in real time – but the energy is real time. I hope to see you in this sacred circle. This is the only consistent circle of painting for our community until 2027. Hop on in – we have been calling you in – perhaps you have been calling us too!


Shiloh Sophia 

This next bit is me… Sue. It is my huge joy to be preparing for my seventh journey in the land of Red Madonna and my deep honor to be part of the team. I honestly can’t think of a place I’d rather be, in the midst of this moment! Come wade in the waters of the courage and community to go on!

My watery friends and I are so hoping you’ll say yes!!!

It’s WONDER-FULL Wednesday and YOU’RE here!!!

If you have a magic wand handy, pick it up, please. If not, just imagine one. We’re having an adventure! First, though, let me introduce you to my friend, Havi Brysk Mandell…

Havi is an Intentional Creativity® Sister. She’s a wander-er in wonder. A teacher who loves to learn. A leader of this community. And a writer of magical invitations, like the one I’m about to share with you, in her voice! (A cuppa would be in order, too!)

First, some magic words…

“If there is magic on this planet, it is contained in water.” – Loren Eiseley

“Nothing is softer or more flexible than water, yet nothing can resist it.” – Lao Tzu

“Water is the driver of nature.” – Leonardo da Vinci”

Always be like water. Float in the times of pain or dance like waves along the wind which touches its surface.” – Santosh Kalwar 

Meditating On Living Waters

It has been a bit over a week since those of us, in the Red Madonna community, held our Come Home to the Waters retreat. I know that a number of you reading this now may have had the experience of watching the replay – receiving messages, healing release, and creating a beautiful painting. Each painting that I have seen has felt like a beautiful healing balm and affirmation of the gifts of Water in our lives and as a precious teacher for ways we can be more like water.

I am finding myself experiencing my movement through all the moments of life as more of a lyrical dance of encounter and return, ebb and flow, of receiving and being touched by the presence of another as part of my unfolding, flowing life journey. I listen for the flow of harmony and disharmony and I am noticing flowing songs around me, some of which I never noticed before. That includes noticing the song of my tears as I witness stories of pain all around me and inviting that song to move me into a new consciousness, a new bubbling spring calling me to listen and follow….not denying the pain and grief, but to expand, as waters do, into a flow that holds both grief and joy, despair and wonder. 

What are the messages you have received from water?

 I wonder if you are willing to receive one of the precious messages of water: that water always returns and replenishes from its source, from abundant flow, rather than parched effort. 

Water doesn’t apologize for remaining connected to its source. A spring doesn’t feel guilty for filling itself before it becomes a river. A river doesn’t nourish the land by trying harder. It nourishes because it never stops receiving.

I think that one of the deepest illusions of our time is that nourishment is something we’ll get to after we’ve done enough, after we’ve helped enough people, after we’ve answered enough emails, after we’ve carried enough responsibility. But life doesn’t work that way. 

The source is not a reward for our effort. The source is where our effort begins, what births and flows it. 

This is why we created Womb of the Living Waters.

It isn’t simply about painting. It isn’t simply about water. It isn’t even just about the Divine Feminine.

It is an invitation to return to the source from which your creativity, your compassion, your wisdom, and your love naturally arise.

It is a place to rediscover the current beneath the striving, because the world doesn’t only need our effort. It needs our aliveness. It needs people whose work arises from connection rather than depletion. People whose creativity flows from wonder instead of pressure. People who remember that beauty is not an escape from reality but one of the ways reality heals itself. 

If you’ve recognized that you’ve been faithfully pouring yourself into the world while feeling less connected to the spring within… Perhaps this is your invitation, not because you need another thing to do, but because you deserve a place to be nourished, to remember, to receive, to let the waters within you begin to move again.

If that speaks to something true in you, if the waters within are stirring and the waters without calling  I’d love to welcome you into this journey. I know what becomes possible when we stop living as if we are separate from the source that has been loving us all along.

Let’s become rivers again, not by trying harder, but by remembering the spring.

And let’s feel the pulse of the red thread that connects us come alive with the nourishing heart medicine that is the Sisterhood of Red Madonna. Wouldn’t it be wonderful to actively and creatively tend to the heartflow of connection, to creation, and to the Sacred Feminine in a loving, supportive community? 

I invite you to consider deepening your journey with us and to join us for a year of immersion in the Cosmic Womb and Living Waters of Creation. HERE is the invitation to Red Madonna 2026. May your heart flow wild and free. May you feel the nourishing, healing blessings of the sacred waters. May you, in your own way, help heal the waters within and around us and be like the precious waters.If you have any questions about Red Madonna, please contact Havi, Red Madonna Director at havi.mandell@musea.org 

With So Much Love and Gratitude, ~Havi, Sue, Olivia, Katie, and Hobby- the Red Madonna Team

ps… I – Sue – have been part of the Red Madonna journey since 2018. It feeds my soul. It keeps me on the road, even now. And it gives me a safe place to gather with women asking big questions in this moment. If you’re even just a smidge curious, click the magic HERE button to learn more. We’d be thrilled to have you with us!

When a statue goes rogue!

She’s one of my favorites. A reproduction of a mother and child statue who followed me home one day, ages ago. After a good bit more learning, I’d guess an intentional Madonna with child. Likely with Italian influence. Very comforting. Usually!

On Saturday, she ventured into the realm of dangerous! I’d gone to get a book off the shelf and the little plastic leveling gizmo under one side of her base had apparently slipped out of place, because she fell off the bench and squarely onto two of my toes!

Owwwwwwwww!!!

Can’t tell yet if either of them are broken. Purple. Skin missing. You know… And what I know is that the plan for broken toes, unless they have exposed bones, is mostly waiting for them to heal.

Think my statue friends will need a new place of honor!

I meant to be painting just now, but feet elevated is wiser, so… writing. This. The next bit of my book, which is making huge progress. And, in just a few minutes, a bowl of soup. The homemade kind. Comfort is absolutely in order!

Here’s the fun part…

I’m doing the foot-up thing surrounded by paintings. Glinda, for the upcoming book cover. Lily Rose, who has a cover of her own in the works. Matilda and Aslan, supervising in their warrior archetype way, from up near the ceiling. And, my current #wip who made it in here before the toe mishap, so that she could tell me what comes next.

It’s kind of odd, painting inner me, when the outer painting looks totally different than I ever have! The cool thing is that she has a lot to teach. A lot of awareness doors to nudge open. Here’s a peek…

Her heart appeared Friday night. A friend inquired about the green color, asking, “Jealous???” Blessedly, no. That’s green, as in heart chakra and Compassion! And, yes, I was thrilled when she insisted!

For now, though, we wait. I’m guessing prayer dot hair. More detail work on her hands. Whatever it takes, actually, to do as I have promised and, “Just tell the story!”

If we’re being real, I never imagined, when Walter Brueggemann was thundering those directions from the front of the classroom, that I’d have to work as hard to stay on the road as this world is requiring, in this moment. And I’m more and more grateful for all that I have learned and am learning, still.

What I do know is this… those of us who try to walk the Way of Love have no time for silence! Blessedly, there are many ways for us to be heard…

What is one of YOUR ways???

Really! Glinda and I would love to hear! Just leave a comment, below, or email me if you’d rather. suesvoice@gmail.com

ps… there is more magic about to begin, and YOU are invited to join us for one of the most transformative journeys I’ve ever experienced… It’s time for Red Madonna to begin again. The newest iteration of a precious Intentional Creativity® adventure! This will be my 8th year and I’m so ready for the deep dive in this moment! Welcoming community. Learning. Creating. Growing. Even now!!! Just click the link to read all about Red Madonna Sisterhood: Womb of Living Waters… a 13 Moon Painting & Initiation Journey into the Primordial Waters of the Divine Feminine. REGISTRATION IS OPEN!!! https://musea.org/red-madonna-womb-of-living-waters  If there is an answer to “What the world needs now” it’s likely to be pretty close to this adventure!

Blogs and Books and Bears, oh my!

If you feel like there’s an awful lot going on in the world just now, I’d agree. Emphatically! So would my dream friends! And I’m so grateful for the “team” that literally helps me sort things and make choices.

Once upon a time, several years ago, I was sitting in a Zoom meeting with some new friends. One of our leaders was an Indigenous woman named Maria. The first thing she said to me was, “You’re Bear Clan!” And a whole new world of perception and legend and story opened within me!

There wasn’t time in that moment, but research was definitely in order. (It’s what I do!) Here’s a bit of what I learned…

Bear Spirit Animals carry energy of physical strength, emotional grounding, and courage to stand up against adversity. Those who relate to Bears as guides often have the energy of protectors and medicine people. And Bears remind us that we need rest!

No wonder they are chatting me up in this moment!

You see, I’m in the midst of a very active creative cycle and am dedicated to staying on that road, even in the midst of all the chaos in the world. I’m starting, today, with some intentional modeling!

I turned off the news. (Gulp!)

I made space in my schedule for a conversation with a guy who knows more than I do about some of the weird neuro stuff going on in my world.

And, I have a new flavor of cacao to experience, probably just after that conversation.

In the meantime, painting. I Am Legend told me about her face!

Mostly, though, I’m consciously partnering with my friends in the photo to remind me, as often as I need to hear it, of who I am and why it matters. (Daphne’s t-shirt helps, too!)

And, I’m inviting you to join me, in your own way!

Turn off what’s not helping. Make some conscious space for something that matters, even if it’s “just” a few minutes of Joan Baez and a cuppa.

Let your fingers do some wandering and explore Spirit Animals, intentionally, if you’re curious. (It’s a #Filters thing!)

BE your work-in-progress on this Wednesday!

ps… Ready for the deep dive? Just click the link to read all about Red Madonna Sisterhood: Womb of Living Waters… a 13 Moon Painting & Initiation Journey into the Primordial Waters of the Divine Feminine. REGISTRATION IS OPEN!!! https://musea.org/red-madonna-womb-of-living-waters If there is an answer to “What the world needs now” it’s likely to be pretty close to this adventure!