Today, Grammy Is Nesting

The windows are open, probably for the first time in six or seven months! The sun is shining. A gentle breeze is blowing. And the humidity is a miraculous 39% !!!

This is one of those days that comes with a huge reminder to luxuriate in them when they’re here.

Assuming, of course, that one of the definitions for luxuriate is nest. 

There’s a lot of that going on around here. You see, our kids are coming for Christmas! We’re thrilled. And also very aware that a house which is a bit tight for two humans and two very large dogs has some functional stretching to do.

Bill’s job is to run up and down the basement steps with boxes for me to sort, organize, and consolidate… after some significant recycling, trashing, and donating.

Last night, one of the boxes in the heap was filled with old notebooks from an almost forgotten adventure in quilt school, some very welcome clean sketch pads, a couple of matted prints from our favorite fish house in Florida, a whole stack of great stuff for TreeWoman’s collage collection, and the sweet little reminder you see above of why this all matters so much.

That’s our first granddaughter, snuggled into a hat I just had to have for her and a blanket I made.

It’s also all of our kids and grandkids. Yours and mine and all the world’s. The wee teachers who help us grow. The reasons we vote and recycle and make space in our worlds. The ones we so want to keep safe and perfectly who they are.

So, as the machines go round and round, and I remind myself for the umpteenth time that the washer needs to be leveled, I’m headed back to seasonal closet re-arranging in the room that’s usually known as the dressing room but doubles as the girls’ room when they’re here.

There’s dog food to unpack when Bill gets home with, I truly hope, the shelves I ordered from Container Store.

Tomorrow, more painting. Art, not walls. And a pot of soup.

Some days I wish there were three of me and I could get more done. Today, I’m enjoying nesting. With a bit of time for prayer dots…………………………………………..

 

The Most Wonderful Day of the Year!

Last night my dreams were filled with moon calendars, metaphors for light and darkness, and swirls of things I’ve learned since this time last year.

Much is in transition, including weather and time. I woke this morning, reaching for my favorite bright purple sweatshirt and my ancient, dependable Ugg-like boots, wondering what the 9:35 on my phone meant this day.

Bill loves the fall time change! For him, it means an extra hour of sleep. (This is a concept that may have been a bit more relevant in the days when Sunday morning meant preaching at 8:30 & 11:00 for us!)

Then, there’s Dave, who spent much of his middle school journey discovering Stephen Hawking and trying to convince us that late, like the concept of time, was an imaginary means of control. (Which may be a bit like declining to believe in behind!)

The more I learn about mindfulness and theoretical physics, the more convinced I am that he had a point!

Much of my contemplation about this season of change has been around nature and the patterns of seasonal transformations.

Then there was something I read yesterday about the on-going, and apparently increasingly political, debate about doing away with Daylight Savings Time.

I suspect that there may be just a hint of mis-direction in such a debate at this particular moment in history!

Although, while I would tend to be for a back to nature perspective on this issue, Bill makes the good point that, if the debate is going to include costs, the least expensive thing would be to leave things as they are, avoiding reprogramming huge chunks of the world to adapt.

You, on the other hand, may be wondering why my head is filled with such notions at all, and there are many answers to that.

The most immediate one is my teacher, Shiloh Sophia, and the transition from last year’s 13 moon painting project to this year’s which is happening more or less now, with some variation created by the California wildfires.

You see, Shiloh asked a new question.

What, she asked us to wonder, were the creation stories we learned as children and what were the ones we claim now?

That’s quite the question! And it’s undoubtedly related to the name of our new journey which is Anthropas.

Nope. Not a typo!

Anthropos, as you may know, is the Greek word for man, or, depending on your perspective, humanity.

Anthropas, borrowing a bit from Latin, is a feminized version of the Greek. (If you google it, what you’ll find is Shiloh and this course!)

And, yes, I realize I’m cracking the door open to a huge debate. What I hear in my head, though, is the voice of a Professor of Religious Studies named Judith Plaskow who, in her book  Standing Again At Sinai, advocated putting the women back into the old stories, saying, “This world of women’s experience is part of the Jewish world, part of the fuller Torah we need to recover.”

Just between us, I freaked out when I first read that book. Now I depend on it!

And so my head – and heart – are indeed swirling with the songs from Stephen Schwartz’ Children of Eden and words from God’s Trombones, by James Weldon Johnson, and Paul Tillich’s notion of the ground of all being. Oh, and storyteller that I am, “In the beginning was the Word and the word was with God and the Word was God,” from the gospel according to John. And all this swirling and remembering and choosing is happening, for me, beside a campfire where the oldest stories were passed on… Words and songs floating around in my head, trying to figure out how to become images!

It turns out that a conversation like this can, in fact, be dangerous!

You see, all that believing tends to lead to action!

If, like me, you believe in an intention for good, and the value of the created universe and each of us in it, please VOTE Tuesday! It matters on every level… especially to our kids and grandkids, and may help keep you from being purged from the rolls prior to the 2020 elections, if you happen to live in a state where that’s being actively planned, like Georgia!

For today, prints are ordered for the next market, the sun is shining, it’s blessedly cool out, and I have a hot date for  lunch!

Oh, and if you happen to be near Atlanta, email me for info on my next Intentional Creativity workshop, Seasons of Light and Darkness, which is Sunday, Nov. 10! suesvoice@gmail.com

When the painting writes, too…

Mythic Musings on the Journey Known as Codex

I was raised, as a child and as a theologian, in worlds devoid of images. Images were for others and “we” were not like them.

Words were my first art form. Useful. Approved. Occasionally even eloquent.

Quilts came next. The liberated sort, full of wild colors and wonky lines that began teaching me to trust my eyes.

Bone broth came after that. A huge container. The very best ingredients. Energy. Time. Lots of time. A new kind of embodiment.

Then, in my wandering, I tumbled into Intentional Creativity ®… and eventually into the arms of Grandmother Moon, the in progress nickname for my most surprising journey, Codex.

The path has been both Wilderness and Promised Land. Sometimes in the same moment.

One day, just as we were about to begin, Shiloh asked me what kind of images graced the hallowed halls of the seminary I attended. I was shocked to hear myself reply, “Old, dead, highly educated white men.”

It was true. (A bit less so now, but that’s a story for another day.)

When I look at the painting now titled The Co-Creative Soul, I see a quilt, for I have picked through generations of scraps, like baby dresses and old aprons, and added the words of my own code: Word, Remember (which also means Remind!), Create, and Steadfast Love, all a bit mysterious, in the Hebrew.

Grandmother Moon, who appeared first, needed her partner, Grandfather Sun. She needed a visionary eye and a huge heart and a red thread.

Symbols appeared and disappeared again, leaving their energy and allowing for change.

Finally, in these last few days, I –  and perhaps you, as well – appeared in the gaping empty space at the bottom of the canvas.

Hands, which are also power in Hebrew, raised in thanksgiving and praise for the eye of my soul, which has been waiting to be recognized for so long.

I have painted an understanding of Co-Creation!

And then, written on the back of my discoveries, another scrap collected from the recent musings of Shiloh Sophia, during the days of the fires.

My work in the world is to wake the sleepers to degree that they are ready to wake. Period. The way I do that is through Intentional Creativity. Full Stop. Full Start. 

There is a bit of tending to do yet, and some rainy teal prayer drops to make for souls in California, but today I take this new expression of a very old, very big calling as language for my work, too. And my heart is changed. Again.

(slb  10/29/19)

Amen. Amen. Selah.

 

Reality Check!

Writing while paint dries for tomorrow’s big event… my first artist market!

Two carloads full of stuff have already been dispatched to the classroom where I teach group workshops, conveniently located just across the street from the bazaar. There’s another full load of art for morning!

The studio angels are already begging to go, too. Doesn’t matter where. They just don’t want to miss the fun!

We ventured out today for last minute necessities like a first aid kit, a desperately needed picture frame, a hole punch, and bungie cords to hang the banner. Oh, and flowers and chocolate. Can’t do Intentional Creativity® without them!

I have a plan for lunch and some fizzy stuff chilling.

I have a wardrobe plan in case it rains and one in case it doesn’t. (The weather is looking better… prayers appreciated!)

The printing is printed and the email sign up list is ready, thanks to help from some gifted, patient friends! I have gift bags and bubble wrap. I even have a participation event – assuming it actually doesn’t rain – which, obviously, includes dots!

It’s been a long day.

Finally, about half an hour ago, I fired up my laptop and checked Facebook.

Reality check, indeed.

You see, lots of my paint sisters live in California, much of which is, once again, on fire. Some 50,000 souls have been ordered to evacuate, many of them in Sonoma County. The word historic is appearing in the news. And it seems the news is getting worse.

My teacher is safe and offering beds to those who are not.

And I am, in this moment, deeply conscious of the luxury lurking in the hour Bill and I spent today rearranging “stuff” in the kitchen so that it works a bit better than it did, especially when it comes to counter space for feeding the Beasties.

I know I’ve shared this with you before but I’m about to add it to the last painting to be finished tonight. It’s a practice known as metta or loving kindness meditation. There are many forms of this ancient prayer. Here’s the somewhat abbreviated one I’ll be adding to the gallery sides of my small canvas:

May all beings be… peaceful, happy, well, safe, and free from suffering. 

You are most welcome to join in the sense of this prayer, whatever your tradition. And may you and yours be peaceful, happy, well, safe, and free from suffering.

So be it. Amen.

PS… Market survived. Am about extroverted out! One of my favorite parts of the day was the dots for peace participation project. The picture, above, is of two young brothers who started out afraid of “messing it up” and finished with extra large dots made by  their brilliant notion of dipping acorns in paint!

Amen, again!

Practicing What I Preach!!!

It’s been about two years, now, since I switched to twice weekly blog posts at the encouragement of the miraculous Susan Ariel Rainbow Kennedy, known to much of the world as SARK.

It was scary at first. And there have been times when it was a stretch.

Today, I’m working hard to come to the end of a very inconvenient cold.

I’m scrambling to be ready for the Sunday’s Artist Market in the parking lot of Avondale’s The Beer Growler. Up to my eyebrows in works-in-progress. Hearth Tending in Red Thread Cafe Classroom land.

And somewhere, under my favorite painting tunes, I heard a hoarse voice croaking, Take care of you… 

If you’ve known me a while, you’ve already guessed that it was my voice!

So… I’m going with a couple of gifts for you and half an hour for a nap, before it’s time to feed the Beasties.

First, a whole patch of intentions for a bountiful harvest in your world, pictured above.

And, a quote from United States Supreme Court Justice Ruth Bader Ginsberg who, today, was awarded the 2019 Berggruen Prize which is give to a thinker whose ideas, “have profoundly shaped human self-understanding and advancement in a rapidly changing world.”

Let our lives be full of both THANKS and GIVING! 

So be it for me. So be it for you. So be it for all the world.

Amen. Amen. Selah.

A Big Week for Questions!

There’s an old saying that goes something like this:

You don’t know what you don’t know until you know.

Today was a day like that.  And, no, we’re not going camping! It’s just that next Sunday, the 27th, I’m doing my first outdoor artist market, known as the Bizarre Bazaar.

Trust me when I tell you that such an adventure involves a lot of things that I didn’t know I don’t know.

Never mind that  there’s paint drying all over the house. I thought figuring out which tent to invest in was a big project. Turns out the trial run of putting it up was an even bigger adventure which had me longing for the good old days when things came with pictures and instructions!

Thank goodness for the Legendary Eagle Scout. (Though apparently this is not the kind of tent Bill remembers from back in the day!)

IMG_6151Me, either!

I’m just glad for a cool, sunny day and the kind friend who loaned me a box of tent weights.

We never quite got the thing that raises the center of the frame figured out but made it far enough to fold the whole contraption back up and stash it in my car until we can take it to the marvelous storage room where my classroom is, conveniently located across the street from said bazaar. A step stool is going, too!

One of our favorite servers at the Corner Pub was kind enough to give me some marketing advice over lunch. A couple of other friends have answered endless questions and filled in the things I didn’t know to ask. And huge thanks to the buddy who’s coming to help during the big event.

Apparently it takes a village to make an artist!

We have easy plans for dinner this week. There’s more painting to do!

And information sheets about upcoming workshops and commission work to create. And rope or bungie cords to get for hanging the very cool banner another dear friend made appear. And wires to put on original canvases. I wish our girls could be here!

My friends at Amazon are supposed to show up still today with necessities like chairs and table cloths and pumpkin leaves. (Again, who knew?)

All the while, I’m busy reminding myself of something I once learned in a workshop on hypnotherapy. The feeling we call nervous and the one we call excited are exactly the same, physiologically. How we experience them is simply a matter of context and interpretation. I’m going with excited!

If you live in the Atlanta vicinity, I hope you’ll come join the fun. Lot’s of cool local art, interesting people, and a great chance to get a jump on holiday shopping! There might even be dots to make!!!

The bazaar will be from noon – 6pm, on the 27th, in the parking lot of The Beer Growler (and along the side street) at 38A N. Avondale Rd. Avondale Estates, GA 30002

If you’re not close by, you can join the fun by visiting my online shop, here.

And one more thing… if you’d cross your fingers or make some prayer dots that I won’t need my cool purple rain boots, I’d be grateful. Original canvases and rain, not so much… though I’m thrilled after a whole day of rain yesterday!

An Early Morning Dream

For years now I’ve been learning about the memories and connections we have conscious access to, and ways to invite access to new things filed away inside us. Lots of training in Ericksonian hypnosis opened many paths for me through the years.

Lately, I’ve been learning about the gateways of image and embodied access.

Don’t worry. That’s not quite as woo-woo as it sounds! But, first, let me tell you a story…

For most of my life, my dreams have occurred in what my neuro-linguistic programming friends would call the auditory-digital processing mode. Translation: more like listening to an audio book than watching a movie, which is to say that they very rarely involved conscious visual images.

I thought I was weird. Turns out, I was just more familiar with words than pictures. (And possibly a little short on one of the B vitamins. B-6, I think.)

Since my deep dive into Intentional Creativity and the world of making images, though, I’ve begun to have increasingly visual dreams!

And, the embodied – or kinesthetic – act of picking up a paint brush or marker and moving it to create those images opens up access to more of my creative imagination. (Well, not just mine…)

(Now, if you’ve sometimes had scary dreams, it helps to know that only the things which are ready and safe to access become conscious.)

Anyway… yesterday I was having a great time painting my first TreeWoman image and she graciously agreed to be shared with you, even though she’s not quite done.

Then, Luther was kind enough to let me sleep this morning, which meant there was time for a dream to find me.

It started out with an old song playing in my head. When I looked it up on YouTube during my first cup of tea, I found a video I didn’t remember. Hope this is as much a gift for you as it was for me!

http://https://youtu.be/pu3d_UPl85A

Then, in my dream, I found myself at Summer Camp, sitting with amazing women and girls under a forest of trees, learning all over again about the things that connect us with each other and the Earth. We were playing our special Camp version of Red Thread Circles.

I didn’t know it back then, nor did I know the language, but that was my first conscious experience of the Divine Feminine!

Then my dream changed, as dreams often do, to my first granddaughter’s second birthday party.

DSC00654Kenzie was very into dressing up so we got her a huge basket full of wardrobe items for her imagination.

Little did I know that, years later, I would be hanging out with a tribe of folks known as Cosmic Cowgirls!

When I woke, I had the sense that much of the dream had been TreeWoman calling me to live more fully the important places of connection that have long slept deep inside me.

So, I painted some more. Circles for TreeWoman. And rain.

Then, my Midnight Muse- in-progress, who is deeply involved in all this newness, announced that she wants a cowgirl hat!

I’ll keep you posted…

Oh, if the whole access thing intrigues you, stay tuned as I learn more about the miracles of Motherboard!

 

Sue Boardman, Certified Intentional Creativity®
Color of Woman Teacher & Coach