You know how you don’t know what you don’t know until you know?
I’ve been thinking about that today. The story started a while ago.
A client walked into my office one day, and asked what I knew about Feng shui.
“Um, nothing,” I replied. “What makes you ask?”
It had something to do with a major disagreement over the color of a sofa.
I was admittedly relieved when we moved on to other things.
I was also curious. I don’t tend to be fond of things I know nothing about.
So, a trip to the bookstore later, I began reading about ancient Eastern schools of Feng shui.
It has to do with space and energy and intention. Also numbers and colors and compass points. Suffice it to say that there’s a whole lot to learn.
Here’s my favorite part: According to the Feng shui gurus, it takes a great deal more energy to ignore, avoid, or sublimate the things in our worlds that aren’t working for us than it does to fix them.
It recently came to my attention that I’ve been ignoring/avoiding a few more things than might be optimal for my health and creativity.
Thus, some intense days of sorting and releasing and rearranging and, if all goes according to plan, making some things work better.
There have been moments when I’ve felt buried under the stuff of old visions. I mean, what is a person who happily wears the same two pairs of earrings about 363 days of the year doing with heaps of earrings that used to be trendy but turned out to only make noise or get caught in favorite sweaters?
Fashionable briefcases that won’t hold my laptop, let alone my beloved sketchpads and markers?
A silver lame’ phone clutch my phone won’t fit into?
Really cool shoes that haven’t been comfortable since about 4 knee surgeries ago?
I’m tired. There’s more work to do. And, oddly enough, none of that really has much to do with the motivation for this whole project, which has more to do with keeping the dogs and me from going nuts that it does with how many purses I need to own.
Progress has been made, though.
Along with a reminder that progress is often messy.
And another reminder that this is what we might call a first world challenge.
We’re not talking survival.
We’re talking enhancement.
We’re talking energy.
Energy set free to do the things I feel called to do.
Some of which, every now and then, help other people do the things they feel called to do.
Which, ultimately, helps us all to thrive.
(Though the trash collecting folks may not be thrilled, come Monday!)
Through it all, there’s been a quote running through my head.
Have nothing in your homes which you do not know to be useful or believe to be beautiful.
These words come from William Morris, ironically another author, artist, and activist, associated with the British Arts and Crafts movement.
Take a deep breath, if you’re inclined, and imagine what that might be like.
Have nothing in your homes which you do not know to be useful or believe to be beautiful.
If we’re being really honest, we have quite a way to go at our house.
I’m delighted, though, that I have reclaimed my commitment to getting a whole lot closer than we have been.
For me it means less stress. More freedom. And actual horizontal space here and there.
I have a birthday coming up next year. One of the ones the world thinks should be earth-shattering. I’m kind of looking forward to it.
In the meantime, I’ll be working on getting closer and closer to the vision William Morris shared with the world back in the late 1800’s.
Where does that vision fit in your life?