Okay. Let’s start with the fact that I did not, in fact, watch the debate last night. Stephen Colbert and Sen. Cory Booker were as much as I could manage.
There was absolutely no possibility that anything said or done in the debate was going to change my mind about whose name to mark on my mail-in ballot. And, my blood pressure tends to run a bit higher than my doc would choose for it to, even on a normal day, whatever that might be in this world.
I went to bed with the music of Jon Batiste swirling in my head and dreamed of the days in the early ’90’s when I was serving a tiny church in Tennessee. One of the things I learned as a new seminary graduate was that Sunday comes, and there has to be something to say.
Or, in my world, these days, Wednesday and Sunday 😉
Two specific times stood out in my dreams. The first was the Sunday before the vote to begin the 1991 Gulf war. The congregation was divided as to party and opinions on military action.
They were also, at that point, still somewhat divided about having a woman for a pastor.
I don’t remember what the lectionary readings were for that Sunday. I’m pretty sure I was preaching from the prophets. I know I was terrified.
Somehow, we made it to the benediction. My version goes like this:
The grace of God Almighty, the love of Christ the Son, and the power and fellowship of God the Holy Spirit be and abide with you and with all those you love, this day and every day, forever.
On that particular day, a few more words snuck in just before the amen:
And may God have mercy on us all.
The second memory swirling through my dreams was of another Sunday in Tennessee. I had spent all of Saturday, and most of Saturday night, at the hospital with a church member. For this moment, let’s just go with she needed me.
And let’s admit that my sermon was not ready Sunday morning.
Some holy inspiration led me to toss the bulletins I’d prepared for the day (which my 11 year old son had carefully folded!) into the recycling and make a fast list of some comforting verses of scripture and some familiar hymns.
Tagging a few members to read, and assuring the piano player that the simple versions would work, we were ready.
Think Lessons and Carols.
Somehow, we survived. And the congregation thought it was great fun.
I suppose that’s kind of where I wound up this morning. A few old stories and a bit of music.
The first piece from Jon Batiste…
And the second, complete with images, an old favorite I just can’t get out of my head. Feel free to sing along!
Grace and Peace be with you and yours according to your understanding.
Thank you so much Sue, for your wise words. I find humor and music help me alchemize the outrageous and confusing people and issues of our times.
With you all the way, dear sister! Thanks for reading…
Thank you for your steadiness.
I also freaked when the first Gulf war was declared. Somehow I had decided that the US was through with aggression of that sort. It broke my heart and I sought counseling from a friend. She helped a lot. I am so glad you got through that day in the pulpit and are with us today. I do so enjoy your posts on Dancing Monks and your website.
–Carol, near Knoxville, TN.
Thank you, Carol, for your kind words. Together, we make a bigger difference! Keep the faith… sue