Does Anybody Really Know?

With apologies to Simon and Garfunkel, does anybody really know what time it is?

We certainly don’t at our house.

The dogs are not amused at the revisions to their fine dining schedule on this time change weekend in the US.

Three hungry Newfoundlands who suspect the ones with thumbs have forgotten them are quite the force of nature!

They remind me of Dave when he was in middle school. My perpetually late son somehow got fascinated with Stephen Hawking and spent a great deal of energy trying to convince me that time was just a theory for controlling people and had nothing to do with reality.

Especially when it had to do with the time school started.

(Don’t tell Dave, but I’m not entirely sure he was wrong!)

I can’t help but wonder what impulse to control the natural world caused us to think adjusting the time twice a year was a good idea. (Or not, if you happen to live in places like Arizona and parts of Indiana!)

Bill, who lives in a random “time zone” of his own, is probably wishing that the mythical extra hour of sleep had really happened. Fortunately, he’s really good at changing the multitude of digital clocks that surround us. (Me, not so much!)

I have noticed, this fall, since I turned my chair to face the big garden window, how much more aware of the shortening of the days I’ve been than in previous years.

And, as a person who grew up mainly in Florida, I’ve long been a fan of bright, golden sun light.

Lately, though, I’ve been learning some new things.

I’ve been learning about light and dark.

My learning began, in a new conscious sort of way, about a year ago as I listened to friends and scholars reflect on the Jungian notion of light and shadow in light of our recent American experience.

We might say that this moment in history is bringing us face to face with our shadow, which always has the potential to teach us things we need to know.

Then, this past August, I embarked on a virtual Black Madonna Pilgrimage.

My painting, Our Lady of Fierce Compassion, is complete. (Stay tuned!)

I’ve learned how to buy paint. I’ve learned about brushes, and glazes, and how to fix canvases for hanging.

I’ve learned to chant in Latin, which makes three languages for me now, when you add that to English and Chinese. Hebrew, too, I suppose, depending on your understanding of “chant”.

Then there’s been dark. And light.

Along with spirituality and physics, which are not nearly as different as I used to imagine.

Which is rather a lot for someone who learned absolutely nothing and got B’s in high school physics, mostly based on the fact that I wore a skirt to school now and then. (That’s a problem for a different day!)

For this moment, I’m reading Stephanie Georgieff”s fine book, The Black Madonna…mysterious soul companion and learning more about dark and light.

Here’s my favorite quote so far:

I find it fascinating that the Black Madonnas combine both darkness and large hands. For me it is as if they are saying, get to work and do something, plant the seeds for the future.

If, in this moment, you’re even pondering some new questions, this time, today, is totally worthwhile.

And, if you’re just trying to figure out when to get up in the morning, some (paraphrased) advice from the brilliant artist and author, SARK… just be where you are, whatever time it is!

 

 

 

 

Saints and Breathing Words

There’s an old saying that claims each preacher has only seven sermons.

Yes, I know –  you’re doing the math!

I’ve begun to wonder recently if the same is true for poets and bloggers and writers of other sorts.

This is a day that brings up one of my personal seven.

All Saints’ Day.

Also known as the day after Halloween.

Humor me, please, if you’ve heard me tell this story before. It winds up in a new place this time!

Somewhere close to 20 years ago, I was sitting in the chapel at Columbia Theological Seminary on All Saints’ Day. Walter Brueggemann stood up to preach.

The assembled congregation got anxious. “Saints,” at least in the traditional Catholic sense, are not a notably Reformed concept.

Walter made things clearer, as he often does.

The saints of the church, he explained, are all those who believe for us on days when we can’t quite believe for ourselves.

(I’ve discovered that the same concept also applies to people and situations that don’t appear to be inherently church-y.)

Today, I’m celebrating a new batch of saints. A whole new group of people who’ve been busy believing on days some of us couldn’t quite believe for ourselves.

The kind of folks it takes to make a book.

To be specific, a book called Breathing Words.

Breathing Words is an anthology project I’ve been involved with for about a year and a half. Lots of writers. Many, new. Poets. Even a songwriter or two. Editors. Formatters. Organizers. Graphic designers. More organizers. We’d be honored if you’d check out our  work, which launched as a bestseller in Epic Poetry. (Just click the pretty colored title!)

People with a dream.

People hanging on to that dream with enough determination to make it come true.

More than twenty writers. Five pieces each. A quilt, in a sense, of consonants and vowels. Perspectives and fears. A quilt of diverse voices raised to celebrate our differences where the only rule was love and kindness.

It wasn’t always easy. Love and kindness rarely are.

Neither, if we come right down to it, is truth. Claiming our experience. Sharing our perceptions. Asking our questions.

Think, for a moment, about the biggest thing you’ve ever had to say.

And then think about all those people, each saying their own biggest things between the covers of one book.

And, every day, enough of us believing even when some of the rest could not in that particular moment.

New reality born of language and persistence, of doubt and faith alike.

Come visit us at www.facebook.com/BreathingWordsAlive !

I suspect you’ll make some new friends. One of them just might be the voice inside whispering to you to speak up. Pick up a pen. Or a camera. Or a microphone. Claim your truth. Tell your story.

When enough of us both speak and listen, the world gets different. And the saints–the real ones, at least–rejoice!